December 2009
3 posts
Ugh.
Waiting..sucks just as much as thinking somethings on clearance and u get to the register and its not.
Silent..
Lonely..
This is True...
Fact: I love when your wearing a work uniform with your company logo and nametag on it..and they ask you. ” Do you work here ma’am?” …..fail
So today lets see..wasn’t to horrible. I work all day. and all night basically. But im off tomorrow. Hopefully i hear from this job thing tomorrow :(
Cross fingers pray to god.
Now i’m just waiting to hear from my...
November 2009
4 posts
No Heart No Life No Trust No Function
The mind is a beautiful thing. It plays tricks on you but it always helps you see the most amazing things in this world. It distinguishes your choices and sometimes it messes up and makes you take the wrong path but always, in the end you get back on track.
I ask myself this morning, what makes me happy? Well, i’m happy when i have my favorite music blasting in my room and im singing to it...
A little moonlight writing.
How would you feel if you kept trying really hard for something and gave it everything you had and it was never enough? Every single time you put everything you have your soul your heart your mind and someone just closes the door as soon as it opens. I’m tired of it. I’m so enervated that i just feel like whats the use of trying its going to just keep tiring me out. I have gone on so...
October 2009
4 posts
Not gunna lie pretty pissed at the current moment. ..
Fuck juice.
Not a happy Camper.
Um...Do I need to get my manager?
You know how you meet that one person that you could talk about anything and everything and it could never get old. How you could talk about electromagnetic Scientology and uhh would be pretty much the coolest thing in the world to you just because your talking about it together. Or how about no talking at all…Just looking at that person..Dead on, no words, just silence. Everything around...
And yes...baseball was his first LOVE
According the Websters the Definition for LOVE is as follows:
before 12th century 1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties <maternal love for a child> (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests <love for his old schoolmates> b : an...
September 2009
3 posts
Well..i woke up today
Okay so randomly i was thinking about this today you know how like cartoon characters always have the same outfits for like YEARS like the Simpsons and like scooby doo and what not. .like what would you do if u had to wear one outfit for the rest of your life? Well i mean you’d have to change it as you get older but like you get my drift. i mean that be kinda badass in a way and it would...
She was huddled in the dark in the park
Think of something that you enjoy that you have everyday, whether its a soda, redbull, toast, coffee, gum, smokes etc. then one day randomly you just don’t have it anymore. Either its out of stock, lost, stolen, discontinued or someone told you that you can NEVER have it again. What would you do ? Would u forget about it and go about your life? WOuld you kick and scream till you got it...
August 2009
3 posts
BITCH.
If life were easy iwouldn’t have stress but life aint’ easy so bring it on !
Life handed me lemons and i said fuck you life make me a margarita.
Relationship status..Uhhh..
So heres a thought….
Arrange marriages..For or against?..I’m for but only if they are cute lol jk. well sorta. those that know me , know that im not kidding. Ok i am partially serious i mean why would u waste your time on liking someone if u aren’t atleast a little attracted to them. I mean seriously those who follow the arrange marriages prolly live longer. They have less...
IF you do this your a failure if you dont do this...
Okay there isn’t an intro to this im just going to go straight for it:
My FATHER…is out of his mind.
-I go to school(which i pay for), I have a job, i dont do drugs and i dont go out partying, Im not prego like most the girls here,im always on time for work/school/events.
HOWEVER:
I am a bad kid
I dont listen
I dont have my act together
I dont have a path(refer to the fact i...
July 2009
8 posts
Karma attacks.
OKay So heres whats up. I went to the beach with Jenn on weds. Mind you it happened to be my day off from work. A day to relax and enjoy life. Correct? Yeah. I wake up next to Jenn granted later then i expected but whatever. We get our stuff and hit the road. The days goes great until i decide to call mom just to inform her that i am on my way home. As im talking i hear the phone being passed and...
Miss Ya' when im with Ya'
Okay soo…Today..lets think..hmm I woke up. uhh. talked to my jenn jenn. Dyed my hair, which let me tell you was craftly skilled by yours truly who does not have her hair certificate ha.
You know what i was thinking about today:…
Back in the day when they used to say ” hes the bees knees” now..lets take a step back. put ur hand to your mouth and ponder this:
Do bees...
SUp? ;)
So last night was a pretty horrible night.
The best part was my bestfriend Sister stayed over Jenn :)
She did a little dance that made me smile instantly. Shes good at doing that. Just a little FYI Jenn has been my longest friend i mean we go back from playing in the sand together. Ok well i was digging for dinosaurs and she was coming up behind me. I know this only because of a photo that was...
Screaming in a Jar but no one is listening?
Ever feel like you give so much respect towards someone and they put their hand to your mouth when you try to speak? Ever feel like when u have done something wrong u cover it up with dirt but when u havn’t done something wrong you want to plant the flower of innocence? Ever want to walk away from something but for some reason it feels like your feet have stepped in wet cement? Ever bite...
Beginning
So my best friend told me about this awhile ago and for some reason i found it perfect at this very moment to google it..and now here i am. So. Right now..im contemplating how someone can be this..this..exciting,enticing, dangerous,fullfilling, breath of fresh air for a week or two and then..BAM! Bi-polar psycho is created. How someone goes from being this gentlemen who pulls out my chair...