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So my best friend told me about this awhile ago and for some reason i found it perfect at this very moment to google it..and now here i am. So. Right now..im contemplating how someone can be this..this..exciting,enticing, dangerous,fullfilling,  breath of fresh air for a week or two and then..BAM! Bi-polar psycho is created. How someone goes from being this gentlemen who pulls out my chair compliments my hair eyes smile nose legs arms body everything that im created and then suddenly puts on the mask of an idiot double standard jerk. This is not to say all guys/men are like this but honestly..my fishing pole seems to keep hookin up the dirty boot that everyone has thrown back and never thrown away! Which brings me to another point, why is it that us females can’t talk to their best friend about “private things” between you and your guy of the week but yet they can go blab to their buddies about the same thing. Which makes a U turn at double standards. Sometimes you feel like switching teams ..some do it..some try it ..some throw the towel in and let people take advantage of them. …u know..i’ve said to myself and others i have thick skin..im strong. and i am. i get over things quickly. But i always fall for things quicker. Things need to change..that boot needs to be thrown away and the pole needs to be broken.

” Don’t go searching for someone let it just happen”